It’ll never be the same again.
Here I go again, with my nonsense self-inflicted separation anxiety.
How many times do I have to endure this?
Maybe, I should leave as well, and start a new journey …
I should save myself from another emotional outburst.
Nothing is permanent; I’m certain that all of us will go on living separate lives, soon, and there’s no way of preparing myself, and not be hurt in any way.
I really hate separation!!!
I should stop thinking of long term plans, and instead, just settle for what’s in front of me – live one day at a time.
Can I wait for another 3, 4 or 5 months?
I don’t belong here … not anymore ….
I’m really tired … goddamn tired of fitting in …